A cloud of sadness is within me ( Read more... )

I just returned from an adventure on the East Coast this past Wednesday. It was good to connect with Kevon in Jersey City, New Jersey. It was also good to see my sister, Monique graduate from Coast Guard Basic Training in Cape May, New Jersey. It was good to spend time with my sister Mara, my mother Elizabeth and my father Clarence ( Read more... )

I have nothing inside of me at this moment. I stare at the computer monitor, my eyes slightly out of focus. I remember moments like this as a child... and I was told I was daydreaming... but there is nothing. I am blank ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

has been so darned busy the past month and a half. I scarcely have time for me anymore. I'm getting my own digs finally. Gonna move into Jill's space. I'll pay her Jan rent then take it over from there ( Read more... )

As I pore over the Internet searching for knowledge of my Garifuna forebears, I can almost hear their voices at the edge of my awareness trying to communicate with me... I can sense them all around me... waiting for the "moment" when the doors of perception will open and we will succeed in making a connection ( Read more... )

My lips are dry. I'm just sitting here mudding, web browsing and generally being un productive. I'm not feeling very creative at present so I think I'll just ramble. This can be fun at times. I feel.. what word am I looking for? I feel "disconnected" is the best way to put it. I suppose when you drop tabs this is how you feel after the trip as the ( Read more... )